I DON'T KNOW

Tonight it rains again. My feeling of satisfaction could not wash away some of the misery that I've gone thru in the past. I am still not satisfied although to many, what I've accomplished would always be envied. I guess this is what life is all about. Some might think that certain recognition that has been attained shall always be their trophy in this life but to me it is not. I've received various recognition before but why is it that I am still not satisfied. I do not have, even a simple explaination to my own question. In all those happy moments after an outstanding achievement, I still feel something is missing. I search all the cell in my brain for that missing link but still nothing. What am I looking for in this life. Or maybe I am searching in the wrong time zone. Shall I travel back in time or move forward to the future to search for that something which seems to be missing? Again another blank. What I know is, there is something missing...............................

Thumbs up for both of you

What a hectic day. So pleased and happy with the progress. The protege has completed the first assignment given to them and I must say ' It is a fantastic job well done". Good job guys. The proposal that both of you have completed looks flawless. Well done..........

LOADS OF OPPORTUNITY

I've been very busy for the past two weeks having various meetings and seeing lots of influential people in the corporate arena of Malaysia. The topic of potential business in Iran usually became the main topic of discussion. I've received more then 5 job offers at the moment and as usual loads of promises if I decide to join them and deliver what is expected out of me. To me, the ability to deliver should not be a problem as I've proven track records of that capacity. My only worry is the capacity on their side. But this is not a crucial problem as far as I am concerned as I believe it could be sorted out via an agreement. This time the agreement shall be on a win-win basis and I've completed the draft of that agreement and I am very confident it will be signed before end of next week. For friend who have been reading my thoughts, I need your prayer for my success and I too pray for your success in whatever that you do. I've received lots of email regarding my new protege. Well what can I say.......hmm. They have the talent and qualification and in a very short time, I am confident, their name will emerge in the current corporate arena and I am hopeful that they will join me in the International arena soon. Dubai shall be my first venture when the agreement is executed and they will be given the priority to be with me and learned some of the negotiation skill that I have. To them..... Best of Luck and I'll be there to ensure the training and whatever that is expected shall be delivered.

ANOTHER PROTEGE?????

And this time it is two person. One is a young male graduate in banking and the other one is a cheerful young female graduate in mass communication. First I thought, NO, not another round of training again but the request came from a friend who really trust me. I just could not say no to him. Furthermore the tasks is quite taxing for an exhausted man like me. I finally agreed to try and after about 2 hours talking to them, I truly think that it is not that difficult to share some of my outdated experiences and probably some of it could be learned by this 2 hopeful leaders of the future. Two different scope, two different mind set, one heavy task and this old kid. No choice but to make the best of everything. Bite you lips guys and gal here we go...................

WHAT A LONG BREAK

Since the last post about meditation, I was really in the worst yet interesting turmoil of my life. Glad that I've recorded it in my blog and got the chance to test it. It really work. For those who have not try it yet, what are you waiting for!!! Lots of people might have given up on me especially those type of friends who only pretend to be my friend. Well that's life and I shouldn't complain. Anyway life goes on and I am actively making new plans and seeing lots of new people. Some are strictly business and some are with the potentials to be my best buddies. That's it for now. Will be posting my thoughts more often now (I hope).... Adios and may the Almighty bestowed his mercy and blessing on the oppressed.