I DON'T KNOW

Tonight it rains again. My feeling of satisfaction could not wash away some of the misery that I've gone thru in the past. I am still not satisfied although to many, what I've accomplished would always be envied. I guess this is what life is all about. Some might think that certain recognition that has been attained shall always be their trophy in this life but to me it is not. I've received various recognition before but why is it that I am still not satisfied. I do not have, even a simple explaination to my own question. In all those happy moments after an outstanding achievement, I still feel something is missing. I search all the cell in my brain for that missing link but still nothing. What am I looking for in this life. Or maybe I am searching in the wrong time zone. Shall I travel back in time or move forward to the future to search for that something which seems to be missing? Again another blank. What I know is, there is something missing...............................